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How come I'm so bad at the things I love to do, no matter how hard I try or practice? And how come what I like to do doesn't matter outside of my room?

I suck.

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I don't know what I'm feeling. I don't know what I'm going to do. I don't know if this headache is going to go away sometime this YEAR but I do know that I am not in a happy place. I won't be myself for a while.