Augh. Less than good day today.
I didn't have the talk with Karen Huang that I'd planned. Nelcy showed up, and so did thirty-four boxes of junk. Nothing got done. I have the worst timing in the world.
Wendy stopped by today before she was set to start her shift at EB. I congratulated her on her promotion (see yesterday's post). As she was leaving, though, I couldn't help but feel terrible pangs of jealousy. What's wrong with me? I guess it's normal to feel it, but I don't WANT to feel it. Why am I? I don't wanna be jealous of her. We've got a great relationship and I don't need stupid feelings festering into something worse. I feel guilty about it. T_T Should I tell her? How awkward would that be?
Dustin just showed me a picture of my Ed cosplay from last year's Anime Boston. Before eczema ruined my skin, I was rather pretty (at least my tummy was). ;-; Then again, I suppose that this is what I get for thinking so highly of myself.
I've been sitting here bored out of my mind for the past four hours.
Little things like those, all at once, are what get me the most upset.
Wendy stopped by today before she was set to start her shift at EB. I congratulated her on her promotion (see yesterday's post). As she was leaving, though, I couldn't help but feel terrible pangs of jealousy. What's wrong with me? I guess it's normal to feel it, but I don't WANT to feel it. Why am I? I don't wanna be jealous of her. We've got a great relationship and I don't need stupid feelings festering into something worse. I feel guilty about it. T_T Should I tell her? How awkward would that be?
Dustin just showed me a picture of my Ed cosplay from last year's Anime Boston. Before eczema ruined my skin, I was rather pretty (at least my tummy was). ;-; Then again, I suppose that this is what I get for thinking so highly of myself.
I've been sitting here bored out of my mind for the past four hours.
Little things like those, all at once, are what get me the most upset.