2004-12-01

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2004-12-01 10:24 pm

It's just a stupid tree! You've all got one in your living rooms! >_

I'm not always so happy and chipper, people. I get moody, too. I feel lethargic. I want all the tourists to go home. I'm not really a nice person.


I am SO tired.


Maybe it's because I had a not-so-great day today, I don't know, but I'm mentally drained. My body just does what it has to because it should but in the end... I don't know.


It all started with that dumbass tree lighting last night....


The train was really crowded this morning, and I didn't hear what happened until later. But I got to work about fifteen minutes early and sat. My phone rang at a quarter to ten, and that kinda snapped me to attention. Why? I was the only one there. Doug had a day off, I knew that, but no Wendy, no Dave, no Bridget.... I sat. And watched the people come in. Dave didn't show up until about twenty after, and then we only managed to sell $40 worth of photos before the first show went in. We were horribly less than enthusiastic for various reasons (no breakfast, people that can't read, aching feet, broken teeth, kids in other states, etc. etc.).


Right, so Dave told me that a train had derailed at 34th St., which caused the mess in BOTH directions. As far back as 179th St., too. Isn't that screwed up?


Ricardo showed up late, as always. It's starting to bug me.


When the first show went in, I laid down in the sleigh and fell asleep. No intermission, so I was cool, but... still. I was just that drained. I didn't even do anything. After that, I just felt like a zombie (don't kill me, Seto! /")_("\ ) for the rest of the day. Going through the motions, like I said. And the feeling has carried over. Sure, I bought a pretzel and some manga before going into the train station (another lovely ride because of a fire at 14th St. (today just wasn't a good day for the poor ole F train)), but I zoned out.


I don't know what's wrong with what I'm feeling, if there really IS something wrong with what I'm feeling, or anything. Maybe I need to calm down at work (only a month left!). Maybe I need to take naps when I get home. Something.... Just... so tired....


And pleeeeeeeeeeeease stick me in your room for Otakon, Paola!!



You scored as Buddhist. You are a Buddhist You basically get lost in the sea
of conflicting ideas as your mind hasn't been developed to discern truth from
halftruth. You entertain many philosophical ideas that don't apply to your daily
life or actually fulfill you in any way. Maybe you didn't have a strong
background of faith and morality growing up, which is why you have basically
no convictions whatsoever. Follow your heart, it will guide you to the obvious
truth and its simplicity will astonish you. Tarot cards, astrology, and witchcraft
will be a temptation for you. Be careful.


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Buddhist


70%

Cult


65%

Anarchist


60%

Christian


50%

Jewish


45%

Catholic


30%

Religion
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Okay, why are Christianity and Catholicism separate things? I hate it when people think they're different! Catholics are Christians, you blithering idiots!! >_< As for my supposed Buddhist beliefs, lol, that paragraph couldn't be further from the truth.... I love online quizzes that don't know what they're talking about.




You scored as Sloth.


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Pride


62%

Greed


62%

Sloth


62%

Wrath


56%

Gluttony


56%

Envy


38%

Lust


31%

Seven deadly sins
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Sloth. That's me. I don't think I'm all THAT prideful, and I wouldn't say I'm greedy, just poor. ^_^ And isn't it funny that Lust is last? Looks like the Goddess of Sex, isn't sexy at all. XD