2009-05-11

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2009-05-11 01:09 pm
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Forgive my absence.

Unsurprisingly, I've not been well. The dream I had at the beginning of this month (see last post) was really rough and put me in a very bad way; I was miserable for days. Poor timing was a factor, but I'm quite scared that it was brought about because of the poor timing, that I'm doomed to this every few weeks.

As the week went on and work distracted me (but was completely unremarkable, hence not posting), I got a little better. Not much. Saturday evening came around and I got some news that (upon further dissection could be completely benign but at the time) did not sit well with me, and I lost almost everything I had built in the past week.

I'm still haunted (right now, right this minute), and I'm still incredibly foolish.

That's my unfortunate update. In happier news, I spent the weekend at Pratt. Michele was working on her final for her screenprinting class (black t-shirts with an exclamation point in red, green, blue, and purple, (that we get to keep now!) and some cards) when I got there, so I kept her company while she worked and she got everything done. We went out to Yamashiro after that, and had tea at the PI shop. When everyone else came back, we hung out in Michele's room while she heat-set her shirts (read: "threw them in the dryer"), and bullshitted with Max via Skype. I went home with Laura.

She cleaned her room and I fell asleep. On Saturday, Erica was a witness at her cousin's wedding, and came back a little giddy from champagne bubbles. When she felt better, I went home with her so she could change into practice clothes, and we've got a dance shot for Daki Daki, with the four of us this time. And you can see it. XD Next on our list is the Zelda dance, but I don't know what good it's gonna do us if the rest of our skit is still up in the air.

Michele and Laura had stuff to do, so we were forced to call it an early day. Erica and I played a quick game of hopscotch. Back at Willoughby, I saw Josephine, and I haven't in forever, and she's LEAVING, so I stopped by her room for a couple of hours to hang out. Eventually, I went home with Erica, and we were up until dawn for some reason.

I woke up a few hours later and started a game of FF6 because she had it and I was bored and didn't want to wake her. Also, we were waiting for Laura to finish sending her stuff home with her dad (Erica threw some tiny clothes at me to try on and they fit. I'm a size two. I haven't been a two since I was twelve). When Laura called, we headed over and hung out for the rest of the day, eventually heading back to Erica's for dinner and more BS.

Off to the job I hate, now.

(Edit: State check! Thank goodness!)