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Aug. 26th, 2006 08:25 pmShaina visited me at work today, along with Ian and Liz. It was nice. Rather unexpected, but still nice. Liz bought me lunch.
Work, by the way, which is where I still am. Elaina's off trying to be on America's Next Top Model (I'm not kidding. Did I ever post our picture?), and so she couldn't come in today. Wendy was supposed to have today off because she wanted time from her birthday, and she still came in for two hours. Evie sent her home early yesterday just so she could, but she couldn't stay any longer than that because she had already worked her five days and DID need two off. And so, that leaves Venus to work 10-10, my first double ever.
I have to say that I'm feeling quite energetic. I'm also happy that Evie trusts me enough to do this! Shaina showed up around two and I could have sworn it was only noon. She succeeded in making me smile, but then, I've always been good at façades; remember cheerleading? Aside of false happiness, I am quite distracted. Ariana's the only one in the store with me -- and I'm on break now, so she can't come back here, tee hee -- but I hate leaving her by herself because, well, I think I do a better job than she does. It's been proven repeatedly that she doesn't care so much about what's going on; her ventures on MySpace are proof of that. In fact, there's a MySpace window open next to this one. Sigh.
Oh, Ariana.
Not to mention that she's left the store while I was the only one here. She's not supposed to do that. I mean, she can stay in the back when she's on her break, but there should be at least one manager in the store at all times. :/ I wonder if -- after my year is up, or whenever talk of new managers comes around -- I should ask for the position of lead. It'd be a small raise, but I'd technically be a manager.... I'd be able to open the store. *_*
And if Elaina doesn't get this spot on ANTM, she gets a write-up for not showing up to work. :x
So, yes, work.
As for how I'm feeling, no, I'm not better. Talking about what was bothering me at lunch was a bit hard, and I tried not to make eye contact because I was afraid I'd lose it again. I'm really starting to get sick of that. It's a good thing that I've been too busy today to think much, except for now. And I'm doing this, so.
But not for much longer; I've got to get back to work for the next ninety minutes. Wow, it doesn't feel like I've been here for so long! Maybe I'll say more when I get home. I'll definitely take down the away message but I ask that you PLEASE don't badger me. I'll be quick to block anyone who gets on my nerves tonight.
Work, by the way, which is where I still am. Elaina's off trying to be on America's Next Top Model (I'm not kidding. Did I ever post our picture?), and so she couldn't come in today. Wendy was supposed to have today off because she wanted time from her birthday, and she still came in for two hours. Evie sent her home early yesterday just so she could, but she couldn't stay any longer than that because she had already worked her five days and DID need two off. And so, that leaves Venus to work 10-10, my first double ever.
I have to say that I'm feeling quite energetic. I'm also happy that Evie trusts me enough to do this! Shaina showed up around two and I could have sworn it was only noon. She succeeded in making me smile, but then, I've always been good at façades; remember cheerleading? Aside of false happiness, I am quite distracted. Ariana's the only one in the store with me -- and I'm on break now, so she can't come back here, tee hee -- but I hate leaving her by herself because, well, I think I do a better job than she does. It's been proven repeatedly that she doesn't care so much about what's going on; her ventures on MySpace are proof of that. In fact, there's a MySpace window open next to this one. Sigh.
Oh, Ariana.
Not to mention that she's left the store while I was the only one here. She's not supposed to do that. I mean, she can stay in the back when she's on her break, but there should be at least one manager in the store at all times. :/ I wonder if -- after my year is up, or whenever talk of new managers comes around -- I should ask for the position of lead. It'd be a small raise, but I'd technically be a manager.... I'd be able to open the store. *_*
And if Elaina doesn't get this spot on ANTM, she gets a write-up for not showing up to work. :x
So, yes, work.
As for how I'm feeling, no, I'm not better. Talking about what was bothering me at lunch was a bit hard, and I tried not to make eye contact because I was afraid I'd lose it again. I'm really starting to get sick of that. It's a good thing that I've been too busy today to think much, except for now. And I'm doing this, so.
But not for much longer; I've got to get back to work for the next ninety minutes. Wow, it doesn't feel like I've been here for so long! Maybe I'll say more when I get home. I'll definitely take down the away message but I ask that you PLEASE don't badger me. I'll be quick to block anyone who gets on my nerves tonight.
