Wondering.

Okay, for those of you who have met me in real life, and know what I'm like outside of the sugar-and-sleep-deprivation-induced high that I'm on at conventions (so that leaves, like, what? three of you? XD), a question.

What the hell do you find interesting about me? What do we have in common? How do we pass our time together?

I'm only asking because there's one person in particular (a VERY good friend of mine) I always feel helpless and sluggish around, and it's been getting a lot worse lately. I don't know what I can do to make myself seem more ... alive ... to him/her, and I don't know why (s)he continues to stick around. I'm not interesting, nothing's ever new, and we pass a lot of time in silence. It didn't used to be that way, and I need to know what I do with you guys so things can go back to the way they were.

Part of the reason for my depressive episode last month, if anyone's wondering about a connection. I'm confirming it: yes.