Mada. (Not yet.)
Nov. 17th, 2009 03:13 amI just commented on Guillermo's journal: "It's not winter until I see Orion. I haven't yet." I mused that that was why I'm so unusually happy given how late in the year it is. Let's be honest: winter is not the greatest time of the year for me, for myriad reasons.
Or, y'know, I could be genuinely happy(ish), which is what I think the case is. Oh, I could go on about certain things, something I realized over the weekend that was extremely disheartening (to some), but, no. I don't think I'll dwell on such things anymore. I don't even think I'm included in that "some," anyway. (Then again, it's only 17 November, and still technically autumn for another month. We'll see how I'm feeling a little closer to the end of the year.)
This "happy" thing is kinda scary. I'm not sure I'm doing it right. :|
I do like watching Orion move across the sky, though. When I come home at night and I can see him, I'll say hi. As the winter goes on, I'll comment on how he's progressed across the sky, and eventually our one-sided conversations start to end with "Well, if I don't see you again soon, I'll see you next year!" or something to that effect. It's lame, I know, but I don't know why I do it. XD Possibly because it's the only constellation that I can recognize and see from my light-polluted town?
Last year, when I stayed with Dustin for ConnectiCon, I was amazed by the constellations I saw, even with the glow of New Haven in the background. I saw both dippers, and Cassiopeia, and some other things that I can't recognize. There were so many stars out! *_* And it wasn't even like that was the country, just a suburb.
Huh. I just noticed LJ's clock updates automatically, now. I started this post ten minutes ago....
Eleven.
I like stargazing, what little of it I can do. I can recognize me. And ... the sun? Really, I do like it, even if the stars out here don't do anything. I got Orion, and he keeps me sort of sane. But it's not winter yet. ... Does that mean I have to wait longer for baseball? D:
Holy shit, it's 17 November, happy birthday, Guillermo! :D (And Miyamoto-sensei, too, apparently!)
Or, y'know, I could be genuinely happy(ish), which is what I think the case is. Oh, I could go on about certain things, something I realized over the weekend that was extremely disheartening (to some), but, no. I don't think I'll dwell on such things anymore. I don't even think I'm included in that "some," anyway. (Then again, it's only 17 November, and still technically autumn for another month. We'll see how I'm feeling a little closer to the end of the year.)
This "happy" thing is kinda scary. I'm not sure I'm doing it right. :|
I do like watching Orion move across the sky, though. When I come home at night and I can see him, I'll say hi. As the winter goes on, I'll comment on how he's progressed across the sky, and eventually our one-sided conversations start to end with "Well, if I don't see you again soon, I'll see you next year!" or something to that effect. It's lame, I know, but I don't know why I do it. XD Possibly because it's the only constellation that I can recognize and see from my light-polluted town?
Last year, when I stayed with Dustin for ConnectiCon, I was amazed by the constellations I saw, even with the glow of New Haven in the background. I saw both dippers, and Cassiopeia, and some other things that I can't recognize. There were so many stars out! *_* And it wasn't even like that was the country, just a suburb.
Huh. I just noticed LJ's clock updates automatically, now. I started this post ten minutes ago....
Eleven.
I like stargazing, what little of it I can do. I can recognize me. And ... the sun? Really, I do like it, even if the stars out here don't do anything. I got Orion, and he keeps me sort of sane. But it's not winter yet. ... Does that mean I have to wait longer for baseball? D:
Holy shit, it's 17 November, happy birthday, Guillermo! :D (And Miyamoto-sensei, too, apparently!)