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Feb. 27th, 2009
MOAR VIDYA GAIMU
Feb. 27th, 2009 10:04 pmGot home from work, found my bank statement waiting for me. Have to figure out how much to leave in the checking account next week (since I forgot to pay myself back a few times for Japanese class). Will take my newly-acquired funds to the bank as well, since I now have >$500 for cosplay and savings (each!) lying around my room. Yay, savings accounts. Yay, I'm gonna confuse the FUCK out of all these account numbers. :D
Got home, turned on the compy. I forgot WHICH song was playing, but it REALLY made me want to play FF9. So I did. For five hours. XD I got to Lindblum and had to stop because my mom wanted to watch TV (she wasn't home when I got home, which is why I was able to play so much in the first place). Probably mentioned before that Phil-from-Stony-Brook asked me to join his TANTALUS cosplay group, inviting me to be Zidane. *_* I really want to get on that, though I toyed with the idea of working on Relm on the way home. OOPS. (Quietly mourning the fact that couple!cosplay will never be realized and so I no longer have a reason to start Beatrix. WEEP. Might be interested in Garnet, though, since I no longer have a butt to worry about, so I could wear the tight outfit without being self-conscious, even if it is orange.)
ALSO FF4-2 IS COMING TO WII APPARENTLY. WTF I NEED A WII. D:
Probably just gonna lie in bed and try to read again for an hour or so. Need more sleep tonight than I've been getting. Seeker!lulz tomorrow, yippie!
As I told Tony, I'm holding up. Not quite getting "better," but I don't know if there's even a word for what I am. I'm still sad, I'm still hurt, I'm still mourning (a few things. It's on in levels, which is probably why it all sucks so much)... but ... something's different. I don't know what that is, and I might even be afraid to find a word for it. But ... that's ... true.
Maybe I'll play some more Tetris, too, even if I can't match Wednesday's spectacular feat!
Got home, turned on the compy. I forgot WHICH song was playing, but it REALLY made me want to play FF9. So I did. For five hours. XD I got to Lindblum and had to stop because my mom wanted to watch TV (she wasn't home when I got home, which is why I was able to play so much in the first place). Probably mentioned before that Phil-from-Stony-Brook asked me to join his TANTALUS cosplay group, inviting me to be Zidane. *_* I really want to get on that, though I toyed with the idea of working on Relm on the way home. OOPS. (Quietly mourning the fact that couple!cosplay will never be realized and so I no longer have a reason to start Beatrix. WEEP. Might be interested in Garnet, though, since I no longer have a butt to worry about, so I could wear the tight outfit without being self-conscious, even if it is orange.)
ALSO FF4-2 IS COMING TO WII APPARENTLY. WTF I NEED A WII. D:
Probably just gonna lie in bed and try to read again for an hour or so. Need more sleep tonight than I've been getting. Seeker!lulz tomorrow, yippie!
As I told Tony, I'm holding up. Not quite getting "better," but I don't know if there's even a word for what I am. I'm still sad, I'm still hurt, I'm still mourning (a few things. It's on in levels, which is probably why it all sucks so much)... but ... something's different. I don't know what that is, and I might even be afraid to find a word for it. But ... that's ... true.
Maybe I'll play some more Tetris, too, even if I can't match Wednesday's spectacular feat!
